Not just for Rush fans. What would you do if you lost your entire family to a car crash and cancer all in the space of a few months? This is what Peart did. ( )

This is one of those rare times when I think that a book should not have been published. For one thing, the context in which the book was written means that we gain insight into a person when they are practically at their ugliest.

Plus, towards the end of the book, I began to get the sense that the book was merely published to earn some much needed money, not because it was truly a cathartic process for the writer.

I definitely would not recommend this book to anyone who is not already intimately familiar with Neil Peart and Rush.



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Mr. Peart's grief and recovery belonged to him, and I make no judgment about how he survived the ordeal. I am glad he found new love and rekindled his musical career.

The memoir he wrote about his recovery, as art, is flawed. The travelogue flickers between interesting, amusing, and tedious. The internal dialogue about the survival and growth of his "baby soul," while feeling true, rarely provides insight beyond a glimpse at the depth of his pain.

Peart's a better poet than memoirist--the economy of words forced by the structure of a rock song, even his band's epic-length progressive tunes, helps him sift the glittering from the banal (though his lyrics can be clever on the surface without much depth). No doubt his bandmates are sterner editors than he had for Ghost Rider. ( )

A surprisingly intimate look into a very private man, his incredible loss and his handling of the grief, stress and loss and how he picked up the pieces. ( )

(This is an edited version of a review I wrote in 2002, so some parts may seem dated.)

Most of you have probably seen the motivational posters that feature a word like "LEADERSHIP" along with a one-sentence commentary and an inspirational photograph. Those of you who appreciate dark humor will enjoy the takeoffs on these posters that can be found at Despair.com. One of my favorites shows a mountain climber clinging to an icy precipice and has the caption "DOUBT: In the Battle Between You and the World, Bet on the World." Despair.com has about 50 of these, each accompanied by a list of 3 or 4 categories of persons for whom it would be an appropriate gift. The poster "PRETENSION: The Downside of Being Better Than Everyone Else is That People Tend to Assume You're Pretentious" comes with some very specific recommendations, one of which is that it would be "perfect for Neil Peart".

When discussing with various friends the LDS movie "The Testaments", which shows in the Joseph Smith Memorial Building, I usually mention that when I saw it I was distracted by the fact that the chief villain reminded me of "the lead singer of Rush". These friends of varying backgrounds invariably respond "Ah, yes. Geddy Lee." Apparently, I've underestimated the extent to which the members of this band have become cultural icons to people of my generation. Anyway, for those of you who don't already know, Neil Peart is Rush's drummer and lyricist.

Neil's daughter Selena died in a car wreck on August 10, 1997, while driving from her parents' house in Quebec to school at the University of Toronto. His wife Jackie, who was devastated by Selena's death, died on June 29, 1998, apparently of a combination of cancer and a broken heart. Ghost Rider chronicles a little over a year in Neil's life, beginning in August 1998 when he headed out on a 50,000-mile motorcycle trip in an attempt to cope with his losses.

I had read previously that Peart was a disciple of Ayn Rand--a revelation that shouldn't be too startling to those who've paid attention to his lyrics--and I was interested to see how much objectivism/libertarianism/skepticism/atheism was a part of Peart's life in general and how it affected his bereavement in particular.

The first thing to surprise me was on the title page: "The publication of Ghost Rider has been generously supported by the Canada Council, the Ontario Arts Council, and the Government of Canada through the Book Publishing Industry Development Program." Pursuit of government subsidization of one's writings is not what I expected from a libertarian multimillionaire!

Peart brings up Darwinism on several occasions. Seeking explanations for "the sad fact that most couples do not stay together after losing a child", Neil conjectures that "it might run as deep as the 'selfish genes' rejecting an unsuccessful effort at reproduction" (p. 7). He was "mildly excited" to find the Darwin fish-with-legs decals (satirizing the Jesus fish) on sale in a counterculture bookstore in Moab, Utah, but he decided he didn't want to risk offense to believers by "trumpeting [his] 'non-belief'" by sticking one on his bike (p. 164). He attributes his will to carry on to "pure Darwinism, and the cellular drives to survive and reproduce" (p. 265).

Of his life before the tragic loss of his wife and daughter, Peart says: "I would try to do good, believing in some karmic principle that 'if you do good, you get good.' Well, it ain't true at all" (p. 158). Looking back on the outpouring of support from his friends and family in the wake of these tragedies, Neil says: "You know I used to think, 'Life is great, but people suck,' but now I've had to learn the opposite, 'Life sucks, but *people* are great'" (p. 34.) Neither Neil nor Jackie nor Selena "'got' religion but . . . all understood spirituality", and one way they manifested that spirituality was in appreciating the Catholic churches they encountered in their travels in Mexico (p. 199). On Selena's (2nd posthumous) birthday in 1999, Neil lit two votive candles for her in a cathedral in Zocalo and wept "amid the pious old ladies, tourists, and construction workers" (p. 310).

Peart categorizes himself as a "card-carrying rational-scientific-skeptic" (p. 238) but that doesn't stop him from judging the Nevada UFO sites to be "interesting stuff" (p. 147), and in Venice, California, he receives a tarot card reading that is so accurate it makes his jaw drop (p. 339). Subsequently, he buys an "Idiot's Guide" to tarot cards so that he can do tarot card readings for himself (p. 359). Peart better keep his rational-scientific-skeptic card away from the folks at CSICOP or they'll cut it in two! If there's such a thing as a New Age skeptic, I guess Peart is one.

As a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, I was interested to see that there are a number of references to Mormons in Ghost Rider. Just before the police chief arrived at his house to break the news about the death of his daughter, Peart says he was watching a documentary about the Mormon trek west. (Judging by the timing, I'd guess it was "Trail of Hope".) Peart recounts the words of a woman who survived the trek--"The only reason I am alive is because I could not die"--and says those words haunted him for months (p. 7). He knows enough about Mormon culture to know that the owners of many of the pickups with Utah plates he sees in Wendover casino parking lots are called "jack Mormons" (p. 127). While on his bike trip Neil lets his goatee grow untrimmed for several months, and his friends tell him "you look like a Mormon" (p. 294). Each time he passes through Utah, Peart grumbles a little about the "paternalistic" liquor laws but doesn't mention Mormons by name when doing so. His journal entry for October 8, 1999, a day on which he rode from Moab to Boise, reads: "Poor Utah. Growing too fast . . . Used to be so lovely there, and the people so active. Remember days of bicycling around there and noticing every car had a bike rack and/or ski rack. Also tough for them as Mormon majority gets watered down. Others don't necessarily share their hard-working values. Or wish to keep things nice. Neat, clean, and proper." (p. 419)

I was impressed by an account of Peart's encounter with some folks in Idaho. While hiking in the southwest part of the state, Neil says: "I saw a nice-looking young family, father, mother, and two teenage daughters. . . I don't know why I was so taken with this family, but in the few seconds I spoke with them they radiated such openness, friendliness, and health that it melted me inside to look at them. Such a contrast to the bovine trailer-trash the other night in Lewiston, . . . they definitely corrected the balance of my personal scales of humanity. Certainly they 'weighed' less, in several senses, but *counted* for more, as the good ought to do. Their pickup was a few years old; their outdoor clothes were not made of the latest goretex-cordura-kevlar blend, but they were nice to me, and to each other, and I felt a burning pang of envy." (p. 117)

So what did I think of Ghost Rider? It was a little disappointing. Much of the book consists of copies of letters Peart wrote during his journeys, with the majority going to his friend Brutus, who got busted for marijuana smuggling shortly before he was to join Neil on his trip. Neil and Brutus apparently share a weird sense of humor; I guess I'm at least a little glad to learn that I'm not the only one who writes goofy letters. When Neil writes letters to other friends he often, very naturally, covers the same ground he did with Brutus, and so the book is a little repetitive.

I was hoping that Peart might have miraculously been pulled out of his grief by something akin to Christian faith, but, no, Peart always speaks of Selena and Jackie in the past tense or the subjunctive, as if there is no sort of existence that is currently theirs. I guess I would have settled for some substantial psychological insight into grief, sort of a humanist version of C.S. Lewis's A Grief Observed, but it's really not there in Ghost Rider. So, how did Peart end up managing to cope with the loss of his wife and his daughter? He found someone else to fall in love with. This is a happy ending for Neil, but not for me as a reader. ( )

After the tragic losses of both his wife and 19 year old daughter, RUSH drummer Neil Peart embarks on a 14 month, 55,000 mile motorcycle journey in order to find a reason to live. ( )

I've been wanting to read this for a while . A friend told me he got halfway through and set it aside...I think I know where...I had the sme inclination, we're it not for a second round of a strange fever. Still, it was an interesting glimpse into a private man. One particular revelation resonated with me, a common connection that only one of the two of us knows we share, but that's enough. And one of the travel stories about the out-of-the-way border crossings between Canada and the USA and how the under-employed customs agents occasionally go a little "psycho" reminded me of an incident my brother and a friend had a long time ago with a "psycho" agent in Maine. ( )

Yes, that Neil Peart. Legendary drummer from the band Rush. He writes lyrics and now books.

With the recent loss of his college-age daughter (to a car accident), his wife (to cancer) and his herbal drug-dealer best friend (to jail) Neil Peart’s awesome life has suddenly become a bad country song. Peart suits up and goes on a motorcycle journey to calm and heal his “baby soul”.

Though I sympathized with Peart for a while, at some point I got compassion fatigue and got tired of listening to the sound of one man healing. Healing while traveling to exotic places, visiting with cool L.A. friends, and enjoying life with an anonymous identity “John Ellwood”, a lake house and an unlimited bank account.

After page two hundred, the repeated cataloging of his travels, bike repairs, lodgings, meals and only occasional worthy “observations” grows wearisome. And here’s why: We are reading this book because we are Rush fans. So it is we are necessarily starved for Rush facts, stories, etc. Do we really care how good or bad Peart’s Italian cuisine was?

N.P. rarely supplies any Rush facts. I guess I’m reading up the wrong tree. That would be a different book entirely and perhaps a good one. This is just a bunch of words hammered down like a relentless snare roll with no end.
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Imagine sending your nineteen-year-old daughter, Selena, your only child, off to college in the morning, and that evening the police show up at your front door with some "bad news". Imagine the officer suggesting to you and your wife, Jackie, whose eyes have presently "gone wide" and "her face turned white" (because she already knew), that "maybe you'd better sit down." Imagine the officer telling you and your spouse it was a "single car accident," she "apparently lost control," she was "dead at the scene."

Neil Peart, drummer and lyricist for RUSH, and one of the most literary and imaginative minds in the history of rock, didn't have to imagine it, having endured that agony the night of August 10th, 1997, when life as he'd known it abruptly and irrevocably ended. His wife collapsed to the floor with the news. Unfortunately, for her sake and for Neil Peart's, she never really got back up off the floor. Shattered by the sudden death of her daughter, Jackie was so inconsolable that not even Neil, her husband of almost twenty years, could comfort her, though he tried and tried. Five months after their daughter was killed, Jackie was diagnosed with terminal cancer, and Neil confessed in Ghost Rider, a memoir that has to be the most painful and yet ultimately the most hopeful and resilient memoir I've ever read, that Jackie absorbed the news of her terminal cancer "almost gratefully". Three months later, she died.

Imagine being Neil Peart, losing your daughter and then your wife, your entire immediate family, your entire life, in the span of eight cursed months? How could you survive something that hellish and unbearable?

Neil hopped on his motorcycle, a BMW R1100GS, and rode through almost every province in Canada, including the Yukon and Northwest Territories; through almost ever state in the U.S.A., including Alaska; through almost every state in Mexico, traveling as far south as the Central American nation of Belize. Thirteen months riding a motorcycle, rain or shine, 500 miles a day, not really running from his grief but moving along with it, perhaps living out Mark Strand's poetic maxim, "I move to keep things whole."

I've been doing a lot of "moving" myself these past three weeks since my own fifteen-year-old daughter, Megan, died suddenly from an unforeseen and unpredictable pulmonary embolism that took her life almost instantly. It's weird and it's cruel: find myself walking through the house, pacing, stopping only long enough to straighten up and organize book shelves that are already perfectly straightened up and organized, or stopping to eat and to truly absorb and appreciate as much as I can, in every blessed moment I know I'll never take for granted again, the beloved company of my wife and two other children who are thankfully still alive and well. Neil Peart explained that all this "moving" in the aftermath of an unexpected loss is a normal part of the grieving process known as the "search mode," a period of time in which your unconscious mind is "trying to find the lost one," or trying to create a sense of organized reality out of (in what for me in my recent experience), still seems unsettled, vaguely unreal when it's not so surreal sometimes, even though I know in my head, and can proclaim it aloud, "Megan's gone."

Having been a fan of RUSH since I was thirteen and first heard the songs "Subdivisions" and "New World Man" off their underrated Signals album (and then shortly thereafter, discovered their even more brilliant back catalog of classic records, stuff like 2112 and Permanent Waves), it's hard to love them anymore than I already have. But I do! And it's solely because of Neil Peart's experiences and perspectives, his willingness to write about, with great candor and wisdom, his personal pain that can, understandably, crush some people, that bonds me closer to the man and his music, helping me cope and offering hope for a new future. As I've read and reread passages of his healing memoir, Ghost Rider, I've come to view Neil Peart as being much more than merely a genius percussionist or lyricist or reclusive rock star, but like some ambassador from the bleak country of Grief or capital of Commiseration, who's comforting and encouraging, helping me navigate this seemingly endless, merciless, and incomprehensible maze of mourning. ( )

Being a Rush fan of sorts, I thought I should have read this book. The story Neil Peart tells us is gripping and in many parts quite sombre. Following the loss of his loved ones he takes us with him through dark dungeons of sorrow and other depressing emotions. But in the end he succeeds to see light again. The vehicles (literally) for this very personal account are his motorcycles, taking him through North America. His 'Letters to Brutus' (a jailed friend) also express a lot of his feelings and their evolution (although he might have cut a bit on the letters' length). All in all this is a very honest book, revealing parts of Neil Peart, the human being, with his fears and weaknesses and preconceptions, but ultimately, with his strengths and abilities to conquer even the darkest periods in his life. Very much worth reading. ( )

Man, this was dissapointing. I think he's a wonderful lyricist & expected to see some of that skill with language in this book. Instead it was flat & soulless, which was odd considering the subject. It was like he didn't allow himself to feel the emotion while writing, which, while understandable, does not make for a great read. He also has a very arrogant tone throughout which is hard to stomach. Sorry, Neil! You still rule the drum world!!! ( )

Neil Peart, drummer for the band Rush, wrote this amazing book after experiencing the loss of first his daughter and then 6 months later, his wife. Struggling with day-to-day living, wondering why and where he fits into the world, Neil becomes a Ghost Rider, traveling highways and byways on the healing road, a journey to make peace with himself and the randomness of life and death. When looking for this book, I found it in the travelogue section of Barnes & Noble, which surprised me as I was looking in the Grief section.

His honesty about his feelings, even the ugly ones, are what I connected with most and I understood his analogies of riding with ghosts and encountering many along his path. Good days, bad days, he rode his bike trying to outrun the pain of loss, but in the end realizing that there will always be a place in us that holds that pain, sometimes quietly, sometimes in-your-face. He does learn that if we can just stay engaged in living, time will help broken hearts and life can still hold something special.

I enjoyed his descriptive writing about the places he visited. I understood his journey. ( )

Compelling, heartfelt examination of a life destroyed by double tragedies. Mostly also entertaining & very readable, with a lot to take away. Begins to drag as a travelogue after a while, but still lots to enjoy & take away for serious travelers, motorcyclists, and those going through trying times. ( )

This is not a book I would normally read - a high school friend from years ago mentioned he had just finished reading this book and I should read it. I was amazed at how much I enjoy the style, pace and descriptions used in this book.

I did recommend it to a number of people - A great story- written with clarity, compassion and understanding of the human mind and how we deal with tragedy in our lives. ( )

http://scooterchronicles.com/2007/06/09/ghost-rider-by-neil-peart/ ( )

The grief that the author deals with is a common one. His solution is unique. He has some great adventures along the way, and there are friends who lend support. Ultimately, though, his grief seems to be worked out by finding new love. Or maybe he is able to love when his grief is finally healed? Interesting book either way. ( )

A good read. Some parts tend to drag, but worth checking out. ( )

Love Rush? Well, so do I, but the more I read Neil's writings the less I find to like about him. Yes, he went through some tough stuff, and this is a powerful depiction of the healing journey. Along the way, however, prepare to discover that you, me, and pretty much everybody else is pretty much ruining it all for Peart and the two or three people fortunate enough to be called friends by him.

We shouldn't be surprised that a person who takes himself so seriously writes books in which he is the main topic, the protagontist. It's just a bummer that by expressing interest in the same topic you, fan, become the antagonist. ( )

Powerful journey through grief to recovery and rebirth. Hate Rush? Well you should read this book anyway! ( )