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9 in the morning.

LORY be to Thee, O LORD GOD, for the deliverance which Thou hast granted me from diseases of mind and body. Grant, O gracious GoD, that I may employ the powers which Thou vouchsafest me to Thy glory, and the salvation of my soul, for the sake of JESUS CHRIST. Amen.

April 26, 1772.

I was some way hindered from continuing this contemplation in the usual manner, and therefore try, at the distance of a week, to review the last Sunday.

I went to church early, having first, I think, used my prayer. When I was there, I had very little perturbation of mind. During the usual time of meditation, I considered the Christian duties under the three principles of soberness, righteousness, and godliness: and purposed to forward godliness by the annual perusal of the Bible; righteousness by settling something for charity; aud soberness by early hours. I commended as usual, with preface of permission, and, I think, mentioned Bathurst. I came home, and found Paoli

and Boswell waiting for me. What devotions I used after my return home, I do not distinctly remember. I went to prayers in the evening; and, I think, entered late.

I have this week endeavoured every day but one, to rise early, and have tried to be diligent; but have not performed what I required from myself.

On Good Friday, I paid Peyton without requiring work.

Since Easter, 1771, I have added a Collect to my evening devotion.

I have been less indulgent to corporeal inactivity. But I have done little with my mind.

It is a comfort to me, that at last, in my sixtythird year, I have attained to know, even thus hastily, confusedly, and imperfectly, what my Bible contains.

May the good GOD increase and sanctify my knowledge.

I have never yet read the Apocrypha. When I was a boy, I have read or heard Bel and the Dragon, Susanna, some of Tobit, perhaps all; some at least of Judith, and some of Ecclesiasticus; and, I suppose, the Benedicite. I have some time looked into the

Maccabees, and read a chapter containing the question, Which is the strongest? think in Esdras.

In the afternoon of Easter Day, I read Pococke's Commentary.

I have this last week scarcely tried to read, nor have I read anything this day.

I have had my mind weak and disturbed for some weeks past.

Having missed church in the morning, I went this evening, and afterwards sat with Southwell. Having not used the Prayer, except on the day of communion, I will offer it this night, and hope to find mercy. On this day little has been done, and this is now the last hour. In life little has been done, and life has very far advanced. LORD, have mercy upon me.

1773.

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LMIGHTY GOD, by whose mercy my life has been yet prolonged to another year, grant that Thy mercy may not be vain. Let not my years be multi

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plied to increase my guilt; but as age advances, let me become more pure in my thoughts, more regular in my desires, and more obedient to Thy laws. Let not the cares of the world distract me, nor the evils of age overwhelm me. But continue and increase Thy loving-kindness towards me; and when Thou shalt call me hence, receive me to everlasting happiness, for the sake of JESUS CHRIST Our LORD.

Amen.

GOOD FRIDAY.

April 9.

On this day I went twice to Church, and Boswell was with me. I had forborn to attend divine service for some time in the winter, having a cough which would have interrupted both my own attention and that of others; and when the cough grew less troublesome I did not regain the habit of going to church, though I did not wholly omit it. I found the service not burdensome nor tedious, though I could not hear the lessons. I hope in time to take pleasure in public worship.

On this whole day I took nothing of nourishment but one cup of tea without milk; but the fast was very inconvenient. Towards night I grew fretful and impatient, unable to fix my mind, or govern my thoughts; and felt a very uneasy sensation both in my stomach and head, compounded, as it seemed, of laxity and pains.

From this uneasiness, of which when I was not asleep I was sensible all night, I was relieved in the morning by drinking tea, and eating the soft part of a penny loaf.

This I have set down for future observation.

Saturday, April 10, I dined on cakes, and found myself filled and satisfied.

Saturday, 10. Having offered my prayers to GOD, I will now review the last year.

Or the spring and summer, I remember that I was able in those seasons to examine and improve my Dictionary, and was seldom withheld from the work but by my own unwillingness. Of my nights I have no distinct remembrance, but believe that, as in many foregoing years, they were painful and restless.