her. She expressed great desire to hear me; and held up her poor hands, as she lay in bed, with great fervour, while I prayed, kneeling by her, nearly in the following words:

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LMIGHTY and most merciful Father,

whose loving-kindness is over all Thy works, behold, visit, and relieve this Thy servant, who is grieved with sickness. Grant that the sense of her weakness may add strength to her faith, and seriousness to her repentance. And grant that by the help of Thy HOLY SPIRIT, after the pains and labours of this short life, we may all obtain everlasting happiness, through JESUS CHRIST Our LORD: for whose sake hear our prayers. Amen. Our Father, &c.

I then kissed her. She told me that to part was the greatest pain that she had ever felt, and that she hoped we should meet again in a better place. I expressed, with swelled eyes, and great emotion of tenderness, the same hopes. We kissed, and parted. I humbly hope to meet again, and to part no

more.

1768.

BED-TIME.

Lent 2.

LMIGHTY GOD, who seest that I have no power of myself to help myself; keep me both outwardly in my body, and inwardly in my soul, that I may be defended from all adversities that may happen to the body, and from all evil thoughts which may assault and hurt the soul, through JESUS CHRIST our LORD. Amen.

This prayer may be said before or after the entrance into bed, as a preparative for sleep. When I transcribed this prayer, it was my purpose to have made this* book a collection.

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STUDY OF TONGUES.

LMIGHTY GOD, giver of all knowledge, enable me so to pursue the study of tongues, that I may promote Thy glory and my own salvation.

* [A parchment book containing such of these prayers as are marked transcribed.]

Bless my endeavours, as shall seem best unto Thee; and if it shall please Thee to grant me the attainment of my purpose, preserve me from sinful pride; take not Thy HOLY SPIRIT from me, but give me a pure heart and humble mind, through JESUS CHRIST. Amen.

Of this prayer there is no date, nor can I tell when it was written; but I think it was in Gough-square, after the Dictionary was ended. I did not study what I then intended.

Transcribed June 26, 1768.

Townmalling, in Kent,

Sept. 18, 1768, at night.

I HAVE now begun the sixtieth year of my life. How the last year has past, I am unwilling to terrify myself with thinking. This day has been past in great perturbation; I was distracted at church in an uncommon degree, and my distress has had very little intermission. I have found myself somewhat relieved by reading, which I therefore intend to practise when I am able.

This day it came into my mind to write the history of my melancholy. On this I purpose to deliberate; I know not whether it may not too much disturb me.

I this day read a great part of Pascal's life.

O LORD, who hast safely brought me, &c.

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LMIGHTY and most merciful Father, Creator and Preserver of mankind, look down with pity upon my troubles and maladies. Heal my body, strengthen my mind, compose my distraction, calm my inquietude, aud relieve my terrours; that if it please Thee, I may run the race that is set before me with peace, patience, constancy, and confidence. Grant this, O LORD, and take not from me Thy HOLY SPIRIT, but pardon and bless me, for the sake of JESUS CHRIST Our LORD.

1769.

January 1.

I AM now about to begin another year: how the last has past, it would be in my state of weakness perhaps not prudent too solicitously

to recollect. God will, I hope, turn my sufferings to my benefit, forgive me whatever I have done amiss, and having vouchsafed me great relief, will by degrees heal and restore both my mind and body; and permit me, when the last year of my life shall come, to leave the world in holiness and tranquillity. I am not yet in a state to form many resolutions; I purpose, and hope to rise early in the morning, at eight, and by degrees at six; eight being the latest hour to which bed-time can be properly extended; and six the earliest that the present system of life requires.

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LMIGHTY and most merciful Father, who hast continued my life from year to year, grant that by longer life I may become less desirous of sinful pleasures, and more careful of eternal happiness. As age comes upon me, let my mind be more withdrawn from vanity and folly, more enlightened with the knowledge of Thy Will, and more invigorated with resolution to obey it. O LORD, calm my thoughts, direct my desires, and fortify my purposes. If it shall please Thee, give quiet to my