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awe,) yet I have often thought, that if the generality of the Clergy really believed in their own religion, they would practice it better than they do, and if they doubt it, can it be necessary for us to believe it?

Wor. O Sir! I am sorry your opinion should be so loose about matters of such importance.*

Dr. Skillm. But Sir, you quite mistake me : I have a high opinion of the Christian religion, as containing the purest system of morals, and consequently the best calculated for general good; but still I have my doubts, whether the French philosophy be not true, viz. that " death is an eternal sleep." I don't know that we have any proof of the immortality of the soul, though I hope it may be so.

Wor. But really Sir, there is a something in us, so far beyond what brutes possess, that most people, and nations, however ignorant, have discovered a spark of immortality in themselves, that death could never quench.

Dr. Skillm. If I have my doubts about these things, they have never prompted me to be guilty of that which is immoral, and if I suppose that this life only is all that we have, I am naturally excited by such doubts, as a physician, to pay the greater attention to the cases of my patients.

Wor. Ah Sir! I should like to put into your hands some excellent volumes I have in my library, respecting the evidences of Christianity, that the most obstinate infidel, could never confute; but the strongest evidence, is what it really accomplishes on the human heart; and your patient at Sandover, has happily evidenced the proof of this, in a manner that has surprised all who know him.

Mrs. Wor. But O Sir! do let us waive the present

*The bad lives of the Clergy, is no more an argument against Christianity, and what we all should be, than the bad tricks of a set of odious pettifoggers, can be produced against the practice of common honesty, which is, or should be, the bounden duty of us all.

subject, and try if possible, to pacify his mind respecting the supply of his Church.

Dr. Skillm. Madam, that is half the reason why I came over myself, instead of allowing a messenger to be sent; for I wish very much to have his mind tranquilised on that subject. He talks much about a Mr. Lovegood. I think he says he is the Minister of this parish, as though no one could preach a good, Christian sermon, but him. But as you know, that I live at a considerable distance, I have not heard much about that gentleman, only that report says, he is rather given to enthusiasm.

Wor. Ah Sir, no one is less given to enthusiasm than Mr. Lovegood. But as it is now so late in the week, it would be next to impossible to procure a supply for his own Church, were he even to attempt it; and were he to shut it up, in order that he might serve another at a distance, he would be subject himself to considerable blame; especially as it is rather the duty of the churchwardens of Sandover, to seek for a supply under such circumstances.

Dr. Skillm. Really Sir, I am not conversant about such laws. But as Mr. Merryman dislikes the Canon so much, where would be the harm if Sandover Church was to be shut, until he recovers. Surely the people have been sufficiently instructed how to perform their duty, without going to Church every Sunday. As for me, it is well known that I have no time for such sort of services, excepting now and then for example's sake. But I think if a man has but a good heart, that I conceive to be a thousand times better, than going to church. Some may please their Creator in one way, and some in another. I do my duty to my patients, and occasionally give my advice to the poor gratis; I cannot conceive the Almighty will require more from me, so that supposing there is a future state, I hope my chance is not a bad one.

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Mrs. Wor. O Sir! this is not the time to be talking about good hearts, and religious chances, the grand

question is, what can be done to ease the mind of my dear son-in-law?

Wor. I know Mr. Lovegood will not be wanting to the utmost of his power, to accomplish Mr. Merryman's wishes; and there is an old clergyman in the neighbourhood, that may be able to give us some assistance: I will send directly to see what can be done.

Mrs. Wor. But, O my dear Mr. Worthy! with your leave, I must go over directly and see how he does. I feel for my poor daughter, as much as for him. If he should die, he will be happy, but what a disconsolate widow she will be!

Dr. Skillm. Madam, if you should go, he has it not in his power at present, to give you a rational answer, and I fear your presence, would add considerably to the agitation of his mind. [To Mr. Worthy.] I hope Sir, you will persuade Mrs. Worthy, not to determine on the journey just at this time; perhaps after a few days the disease may take a favourable turn: I shall instruct the Apothecary, to watch every turn of the fever, while I am absent; and in point of nursery, and attendance, he has too much of it already.

Mr. Wor. to Mrs. Worthy. I think my dear, the best plan will be, to take the Doctor's advice, at least for the present. Let our feelings give way to reason, and I will go directly to Mr. Lovegood, and settle with him how he can secure Mr. Meek, as a supply for his church, for to-morrow se'nnight; if he can come over here on the Saturday night, and we have only a morning service with us. I can send him back time enough that he may serve his own church in the afternoon, and think as we have always such a large congregation in the afternoon, on such an occasion, it might not be amiss, if I were to send to Mr. Goodman, the dissenting minister, he is not above seven miles from us. Mr. Lovegood always speaks of him, as a very pious man; and I am told he preaches very good and plain sermons and he

might occupy the Sunday-school room, as far as it will hold the people I am sorry to say, that if he were to preach in the church, it would be as bad as high treason.

Mrs. Wor. I heard him once, and he gave us an excellent sermon. But I fear he cannot be here in sufficient time, as the nearer road is bad, and if we send the chaise for him, it will be considerably round. Wor. Yes, but the people will not regard waiting half an hour, if he will but engage to come.

Mrs. Wor. Though I am so exceedingly anxious to go over to Sandover directly; yet if I submit to what you, and the Doctor deem best, it must be on this condition, that nothing may prevent my going with Mr. Lovegood next week, if this plan should take place, and until then, I must insist upon it, that a message may be sent every morning, that I may know how he does.

Dr. Skillm. Though I confess I do not understand these different mixtures of religion; and though it seems to me best, that every man should keep to his own way of thinking, yet that is no concern of mine. I am very glad Madam, that you have agreed to postpone your visit, at least a few days longer, and I'll assure you, believing Mr. Merryman to be a very good sort of a man in his way, I feel myself not a little anxious for his recovery. I mean therefore to give him another call, before I return home this evening; though somewhat out of my way: therefore with your leave Sir, I will ring the bell, that I may order the carriage immediately.

While the chaise was getting ready, the Doctor partook of some refreshment, and hastened to repeat his visit to his patient, according to his promise.

Mr. Worthy went next to Mr. Lovegood. It may easily be conjectured, how much Mr. Lovegood was affected, at the alarming tidings from Sandover,

which so seriously threatened the life of his beloved son in the Gospel.

His mind was so greatly overwhelmed on the following sabbath with apprehensions and fears, that he had enough to do, to grapple with the overflowings of his affection for one, he so dearly loved. Though the rumour of Mr. Merryman's dangerous illness, was now become general: and though the looks of Mr. Lovegood, all the while he was reading the service, confirmed the same, yet the strength of his feelings were, in a measure, suppressed, until he got into the pulpit. It was from thence, that the embossed tears, which floated in his eyes, were seen to trickle down his cheeks in large abundance, while with a faultering voice, and extreme difficulty, he uttered these appropriate words for his text, "Lord, behold he whom thou lovest is sick." It should be left to the reader's imagination to paint, what words can ill express. No wonder that the highly respectable family of Brookfield Hall, were heard to sob with silent grief, and as for Farmer Littleworth, next to the death of his beloved Henry, he seemed to dread the dissolution of this excellent man, while his son Henry, that monument of grace, and power of God, what he felt beyond most others is not to be described, under the apprehension lest he should never see that delightful minister of the word of life, any more; whose conduct at the commencement of life, in some instances, so much resembled his own.

Others also of Mr. Lovegood's congregation, might be brought forward, while thus their weeping Minister began his sermon on this distressing event, but for the present, I forbear. Alas! the same feelings are still to be exercised, when disease had actually accomplished its work; exhibiting at the same time, an exit, the most painful among all those who loved him; and yet the most animating to such as believe in "the glory that shall be revealed," and live under the expectation of that blessedness, which "eye hath not seen, which the ear hath not heard, and which hath

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