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86 to the 406, that the acts of 17 and 18 of the last king

parliament

might be made good; that they have a great many friends in 406; so that It is believed, most which has been done, will be undone, and what the consequences thereof will be, God only knows.

Lord Arlington

"A good hand tells me they will push hard at 111; and

letter Lord Arlington tent

some warm whispers there are of a 325 which 111 25 21 13 23

'Duke of Ormonde

in June, to 378, of a strange nature, with which it is thought

Duke of Ormonde his oath

much ado will be made; and the 378 will be upon 733 846

Sir O. Lane

about it, and 318, of which my friend says [ should shortly hear more."

In the meantime the duke was strongly and repeatedly urged to go over to England. The earl of Orrery had also applied for a licence to leave his government, which he received. After which, the two following letters were written :—

To the Duke of Ormonde.

"Chartcville. March 16, 1667.

"May It Please Your Grace,

"I have even now by the post received the honour of your grace's letter of the 10th instant, from Thurles. I confess I was somewhat surprised when I read it; for your grace was pleased to say, by your collections from some late passages in affairs, and from the deportment of some who are understood to be my friends, and of others whom your grace is sure are my relations, some suspicions might be raised in a mind more liable to that passion than yours is, to the weakening your confidence in my profession to you.

"To which I humbly answer, that if any, who are understood to be my friends, or who certainly are my relations, have misdeported themselves towards your grace, the least favour I could have expected was, either that I might have been acquainted with the names of the persons, or with their faults, that thereby I might have been capacitated to have made them sensible of, and sorry for them; or else that the miscarriages of others, neither whose persons or offences are told me, might not prejudice me in your grace's good opinion; for I never did undertake to your grace, that all who call themselves my friends, or who really are my relations, should act in all things towards your grace, no, not so much as towards myself, as I heartily wish they would do. And since I can neither command their doings or their inclinations, it would not be consonant to your grace's usual justice and goodness, to let one who is your servant, suffer for the faults of those whom you judge are not your servants, and over whom I have no authority. I should not have thought my lord Clarendon over-just, if he should have contracted a jealousy at your grace, because my lord Arlington, who is your friend and ally, appeared against him. But this I profess to your grace, that if any who says he is my friend, or who is a relation of mine, has done, or shall do, any thing which is offensive to your grace, and that I am acquainted with it, I will resent it at such a, rate, as shall evidence to him, that whoever offends you does injure me.

"And now, my lord, I must heg your pardon, if I should think that it is not consonant to those assurances you have been pleased to give me of your favour; and of never entertaining any thing to my prejudice, till first you had told me of it, and heard what I could say on it, to have made some collections from some late passages in affairs, (which had you been inclined to suspicion, might have raised in you,) that I was not so much your servant, as really I am, and yet never have told them to me till now, and now only in such general terms, as serves only to let me know, I am obliged to your kindness, and not to my own innocency, if you do not misdoubt me. You are pleased to let me see your collections would have wounded me, but you are not pleased to allow me the means to cure myself, which my integrity would have done, had I particularly known those passages, which your grace only mentions in general. And although it is a happiness I much desire, to be so rooted in your grace's esteem, as to need only your esteem to maintain me in it; yet I confess, my lord, where I seem (at least) to be suspected, I would owe my vindication to your justice as much as to your favour. For since the insignificancy of my condition is such, that I cannot by my services merit your esteem, I am covetous to evidence, that by no ill actions of mine I would forfeit it. I do therefore most humbly and earnestly beg of your grace, that I may minutely.know those passages, through which, by your collections, I might be prejudiced in your opinion, that I may derive from my innocency, as much as from your grace's favour, and unaptness to entertain suspicions, my vindication. If I did not think myself guiltless, I would not thus humbly implore of your grace to descend to particulars. And if you think I am not, forgive me, I beseech you, if I say you are somewhat obliged not to deny it; since it is at my own request, that you make me appear such to myself.

"I was in hope, since I had for above one year avoided intermeddling with any affairs but those of this province, that I had thereby put myself into no incapacity of being misunderstood by any considerable person, especially that I was below being suspected by your grace. But alas! I find, that to be held guiltless, a man must not only be innocent but fortunate too. The first depending on myself, it is my own fault if I do not attain to it; but the last depending wholly upon others, I can only say it is my trouble, but not my fault, that I must miss of it.

"Give me leave, I beseech your grace, further to say that I have of late showed myself a true servant to you; and with this satisfaction (perhaps it may be thought vanity,) that none knows it, but those who I am sure will not tell you of it, for their own sakes. For I do not consider professions of friendship, as too many in this age do; I look upon them as the most binding temporal ties amongst men, and at such a rate I endeavour to keep them; and so I shall do those I have made to your grace, whatever misrepresentations may have been made of me. For whatever confidence your grace is pleased to have of me in the close of your letter, yet till that part of it, methinks the whole complexion of it is such, as I cannot hut with real grief acknowledge, tmt Atifiuvr*. » to a*>r vu » iummy aitoe. anc ait.i bee aas via. will tfttri sv* * rjxs t* *^ar nyiKiiL ay a*iuaB* ae ^wii Him '» voac J»hi i*** ami« at a»y kauri*; aatt cnea I iiuuL Mi ituabc Mc wr gzaa«

-May 2c pteaae T-nir Gma*

>•- Tuar Grace* ■oakcniUe amaui.

~ Osxan.''

* If it be aot to* greac a eao&ietiat. I wooLi annuity ber auic ny Ja/Iy 4ueiw»a* aught sec* whetaer hi sai* L«i*r I oave bes^eti any tbing Rmw< for yu*r grace to grant; fcr I am above npmnain. arnJMtuvw to vsut'amv: ri%hi iz» hur ir»»i optaioa.'

r* fife Z>u** u/' Or»mmde.

- Chm«iaSU, Jfarr* 14, ICEZ.

* Mat It ruc/uc Tot« Gxacc,

"-Above six boon aft*r the post was gone from hence to DoWm, I received, by my lord Kingston's faToor. the hoo>»ar of yo»ir graced letter of the 12th instant, for which- and for the leai-e, whurh your grace is pleased to give me to go for London- with the great i:nrt: you have condescended to take for my patent of licence; and for a warrant for one of his majesty's ships to transport me, I pay your grace mj mo*t btunble acknowledgments.

"Hut, my lord, how can I go for England, or indeed stay here, with any satisfaction, while the impressions of your grace's letter to me of the |Oth instant, from Thurles, are remaining in me? For they are sueh a* I can scarce mind any thing, till I have vindicated myself from those suspicions; and therefore I have suspended my journey, till I have received the honour of your grace's answer to my letter of the 13th instant. If tin; humble desires I have made to you in it be granted, (iin I more than hope they will be, because they are just,) your grace will soon prove rue faulty, or I shall soon prove I am not. If the first, I shall even in my own opinion judge myself unfit to serve this kingdom mid your grace; if the last, then I shall be cheerfully ready to serve both, when I am instructed by your grace how to do it.

"There is no great doubt, but that a person of your eminency will have enemies, since one of so Iowa quality as I, am not, as I feel, without- them l and whatever your grace's may design against you, mine will not fail to represent them to you, as things which I promote, or m leant urn concurring in; mid therefore I am the more confirmed not to stir, till I have fully cleared myself, because, while I am under your unices doubts, nil misrepresentations of mo may, with less difficulty, lie received. And if while I lived a country life, and at a great distnilce even from the scenes of business, those who are not my friends, lutvc hud so much power by their suggestions, as to incline your grace to tliiuli it lit- to write to mo your letter of the 10th instant, what will (hey not be able to do when I am at London, if any who are not your grace's servants should attempt to prejudice you, as some, I find by your grace's letter, have already endeavoured to do?

"Possibly your grace may consider these as but speculations, and nice

ones too: but I, who am seriously concerned in what I write, and perfectly desirous, not only to keep myself innocent, but also to be esteemed so, and to avoid even the umbrages of suspicion, have judged the putting a stop to my journey, and what I have now written to be absolutely necessary. For I am the uneasiest person living to myself, while I am under the least jealousy of one, whom I truly love and honour, especially when 1 see I am in his suspicion: and yet the particulars on which his suspicion is grounded are not told me, nay when some of them cannot, by the strictest rules of justice, be equitably interpreted to my disadvantage.

"1 know not whether those principles I act by in friendship, be different from those of other men, but I never choose to make a man my friend, whom I can suspect, or never suspect him, till I tell him expressly every one of all the particulars on which my suspicion is built, that I may soon convince him of his fault or see my own.

"I most humbly beg your grace's pardon for the freedom of this letter, since it proceeds from the duty and respect I have for your grace; and for the cause's sake be pleased to excuse the effect.

"I look upon a trust as the greatest obligation to be trusty; and if I doubt my friend before proof, I should conclude I had wronged him.

"In the last place, I beseech your grace seriously to consider, whether I can have any inducement (as some of my enemies I doubt would persuade you I have,) to lay designs against you. Can they be such fools as to fancy I would attempt to get your grace out of the government, or to get into it myself. I solemnly protest, in the presence of God, that if I could have the government of this kingdom, and that I had abilities of mind and strength of body to support it, and that there were no debts due to the civil and military lists, and a constant revenue to maintain both, yet I would refuse to undertake it; for I have seen enough of this world, to make me find a country life is the best life in it. But since the infirmity of the gout, the weakness of my parts, and the misery this unhappy kingdom seems to be plunged into, do require exceedingly greater abilities to preserve it, than ever I can so much as hope to attain unto, as I would not be so treacherous to the king, my master, to my country, and to my friends and posterity, as to seek for that authority, which must ever in my own judgment, (and I protest to God I do not dissemble,) be very prejudicial, if not ruinous, to them all.

"This much as to what concerns my own self. Now, as to what concerns my endeavours of getting any other into the government. I would fain know whom they can believe, or so much as say, I would do that for, if I had the power to do it; (for I swear I know it not myself,) yet sure he must be a man that has laid greater obligations on me than your grace had, (and such a one I vow I know not,) for whom I would lose you to oblige him. If neither of these can rationally be believed, as I hope (after what 1 have vowed,) they will not be; theu it is less rational to fancy that I would be plotting against your grace, and yet resolve to live under your government. I should be as much a fool as a knave to do it; and such as truly know me, will not easily believe, that ingratitude is a vice I am practically addicted to.

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