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justiciary, one that showed in fleshly opinion, that he could keep the law, and be saved by it; therefore he is worthily sent to the law to work himself weary, and to see his need to come to Christ for remedy.

Now then, if you would know of what use the law is, first let me tell you, it is of special use to all such as have a conceit that they themselves can do any thing for procuring their own justification, and acceptation in the sight of God, to let them see, as in a glass, that in that case they can do nothing. And therefore, seeing that you yourself have such a conceit, I beseech you labor to make that use of it, that so you may be hereby quite driven out of yourself unto Jesus Christ.

Nom. Believe me, sir, I should be glad I could make such a good use of it, and therefore I pray you, give me some directions how I may do it.

Evan. Why, first of all, I would desire you to consider, that in regard all mankind were at first created in such an estate as I have declared unto you: the law and justice of God require that the man who undertakes by his obedience to procure his justification and acceptation in the sight of God, either in whole, or in part, be as completely furnished with the habit of righteousness and true holiness, and as free from all corruption of nature, as Adam was in the state of innocency, that so there may not be the least corruption mingled with any of those good actions which he does, nor the least motion of heart, or inclination of will towards any of those evil actions which he does not.

Secondly, I would desire you to consider, that neither you, nor any man else, whilst you live upon the earth, shall be so furnished with perfect righteousness, and true holiness, nor so free from all corruptions of nature, as Adam was in a state of innocency; so that no good action which you do, shall be free from having some corruption mingled with it; nor evil action which you do not do, free from some motion of heart, or inclination of will, towards it: and that, therefore, you can do nothing towards procuring your justification and acceptation in the sight of God: which the prophet David, well considering, cries out, Psal. 143: 2. "Enter not into judgment

with thy servant, O Lord, for in thy sight shall no man living be justified." Yea, and this made the apostle Paul cry out, "O wretched man that I am, who shall deliver me from the body of this death!" Rom. 7: 24. Yea, and this made him desire to be found in Christ, not having his own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which is through the faith of Christ," Phil. 3: 9.

Nom. But, sir, I am persuaded there are some good actions which I do, that are free from having any corrup tion at all mixed with them; and some evil actions I do not do, towards which I have no motion of heart, or inclination of will at all.

Evan. Surely, neighbor Nomologista, you do not truly know yourself; for I am confident, that any man, who truly knows himself, sees such secret corruptions of heart in every duty he performs, as causes him unfeignedly to confess, that whatever good action he does, is but a polluted stream, of a more corrupt fountain. And whatsoever you or any man else conceive of yourselves, it is most certain, that whatsoever sin is forbidden in the word,* or has been practised in the world, that sin every man carries in his bosom, for all have equally sinned in Adam, and therefore original lust is equally in all.

Nom. Sir, I can hardly be persuaded of this.

Evan. Well, neighbor Nomologista, I cannot so well tell how it is with you, but for mine own part, I tell you truly, I find my knowledge corrupted and defiled with ignorance and blindness, my faith corrupted and defiled with doubting and distrust, my love to God very much corrupted and defiled, with sinful self-love, and love to the world; my joy in God much corrupted and defiled with carnal joy, and my godly sorrow very much corrupted and defiled with worldly sorrow.

I find my prayers, my hearings, my reading, my receiv ing the sacrament, and such like duties, very much corrupted and defiled whith dulness, drowsiness, sleepiness, wandering, worldly thoughts, and the like.

And I find my sanctifying of the Lord's name very much corrupted and defiled, by thinking and speaking lightly

* Capel on Temptation, page 60. and 41.

and irreverently of his titles, and by thinking, if not by speaking, grudgingly against some acts of his providence.

I find my sanctifying the Lord's day very much corrupted and defiled by sleeping too long in the morning, and by worldly thoughts and words, if not by worldly works.

And I find that all my duties that I have performed, either towards my superiors or inferiors, have been cor rupted and defiled, either with too much indulgency, or with too much severity, with base fears, or base hopes, or some self-end and by-respect.

I find that all the duties which I have performed, either for the preservation of mine own, or others' life, chastity, goods, or good name, have been very much corrupted and defiled, either with desire of mine own praise, mine own profit here, or to escape hell, and to obtain heaven here. after; so that I see no good action which I have ever done, free from having some corruption.

And as for motion of heart, and inclination of will, towards that evil which I have not done, it is also manifest, for though I have not been guilty of idolatry, either in making or worshipping images, yet have I not been free from carnal imaginations of God in the time of his wor ship, nor from will worship.

Though I have not been so guilty of profaning the name of the Lord, after such a gross manner as some others, yet have I not been free from an inclination of heart, and disposition of will thereunto; for I have both thought and spoken irreverently of his titles, attributes, word, and works; yea, and many times do so to this day.

And though I do not now so grossly profane the Lord's day, as it may be others have done, and do still, yet have I formerly done it grossly, yea, and do find still an inward disposition of heart, and inclination of will, both to omit those duties which tend to the sanctifying of it, and to do those worldly actions which tend to the profanation of it,

Though when I was a child and young, I did not so grossly dishonor and disobey my parents and other supe riors as some others did, yet I had an inclination of heart, and disposition of will thereunto, as it was manifest by

my stubbornness, and by not yielding willing obedience to their commands, nor submitting patiently to their reproofs and corrections.

And though it may be, I have done more of my duty to my inferiors, than some others have done, yet, have I found an inclination of heart, and a disposition of will many times, to omit those duties which I have performed, so that I have, as it were, been fain to constrain myself to do that which I have done.

Though I have not been guilty of the gross act of murder, yet have I had, and have still, an inclination of heart, and a disposition of will thereunto, in that I have been and am still many times subject to rash, unadvised and excessive anger, yea, I have been, and am still divers times wrathful and envious towards others that offend me.

And though I never was guilty of the foul and gross act of fornication or adultery, yet have I had an inclination of heart, and disposition of will thereunto, in that I have not been free from filthy imaginations, unchaste thoughts, and inward motions and desires to uncleanness.

Though I was never guilty of the gross act of stealing, yet have I had an inclination of heart, and a disposition of will thereunto, in that I have neither been free from discontentedness with mine own estate, nor from covetous desires after that which belongs to another.

And though I never did bear false witness against any man, yet have I had an inclination of heart, and disposi tion of will thereunto; in that I have not been free from contemning, despising, and thinking too basely of others, neither yet have I been free from evil surmisings, groundless suspicions, and rash judging of others.

And now, neighbor Nomologista, I pray you tell me whether you do not think that some of these corruptions are in you, which you hear are in me?

Nom. Yea, believe me, sir, I must needs confess that some of them are.

Evan. Well, though you have but only one of them in you, yet I pray you consider, that you do thereby transgress one of the ten commandments; and the apostle James saith, that "Whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all," James 2:

10. And call to mind, I also pray you, that a curse is denounced against all those that continue not in "all things which are written in the book of the law to do them." Mind it, I pray you, "that doth not continue in all things." So that although you could for a time do all that the Lord requires, and avoid all that he forbids and that never so exactly, yet, if you do not continue so doing, but transgress the law once in all your life, and that only in one thought, you are thereby become subject to the curse, which, as you have heard, is eternal damnation in hell.

Nay, let me tell you more, although you never yet had transgressed the law in all your life hitherto, not so much as in the least thought, nor ever should, whilst you live, yet should you thereby become far short of the perfect fulfilling of the law, and so consequently of your justification, and acceptation in the sight of God.

Nom. That is very strange to me, sir, for what can be required more, or what can be done more, than yielding perfect and perpetual obedience?

Evan. That is true indeed, there is no more required, neither can there be more done, but yet you must understand, that the law does as well require passive obedience as active, suffering as well as doing; for our common bond, entered into for us all,* by God's benefits towards the first man, is by his disobedience become forfeited, both in respect of himself and all mankind; and therefore, ever since the fall of man, the law and justice of God not only require the payment of the debt, but also of the forfeiture; there is not only required of him perfect doing, but also perfect suffering. "In the day that thou eatest thereof, thou shalt die the death," saith the Lord, Gen. 2:17.

Nay, let me tell you yet more, in order of justice, the forfeiture ought to be paid before the debt, perfect suffering should go before perfect doing, because all mankind, by reason of that first and great transgression, are at odds and enmity with God, they are all of them children of his wrath, and therefore God (as we may speak with holy reverence) can not be reconciled unto any man, before a

Trueness of the Christ. Rel. p. 534.

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