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temptations?" Surely if we look to stand in the faith of the sons of God, we must hourly, continually, be providing and setting ourselves to strive. It was not the meaning of our Lord and Saviour in saying, "Father, keep them in Thy name" (John xvii. 11), that we should be careless to keep ourselves. To our own safety, our own sedulity is required. And then blessed for ever and ever be that mother's child whose faith hath made him the child of God. The earth may shake, the pillars of the world may tremble under us, the countenance of the heaven may be appalled, the sun may lose his light, the moon her beauty, the stars their glory; but concerning the man that trusteth in God, if the fire have proclaimed itself unable as much as to singe a hair of his head, if lions, beasts ravenous by nature, and keen with hunger, being set to devour, have, as it were, religiously adored the very flesh of the faithful man; what is there in the world that shall change his heart, overthrow his faith, alter his affection towards God, or the affection of

God to him? If I be of this note, who shall make a separation between me and my God? "Shall tribulation, or anguish, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?" (Rom. viii. 35, 38, 39.) No; "I am persuaded that neither tribulation, nor anguish, nor persecution, nor famine, nor nakedness, nor peril, nor sword, nor death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature," shall ever prevail so far over me. "I know in whom I have believed;" I am not ignorant whose precious blood hath been shed for me; I have a Shepherd full of kindness, full of care, and full of power: unto Him I commit myself; His own finger hath engraven this sentence in the tables of my heart, "Satan hath desired to winnow thee as wheat, but I have prayed that thy faith fail not:" therefore the assurance of my hope I will labour to keep as a jewel unto the end; and by labour, through the gracious mediation of His prayer, I shall keep it.

HEAVEN.

JOHN DONNE.*

1573-1631.

IN this house of His Father's, thus by Him made ours, there are mansions; in which word, the consolation is not placed (I do not say that there is not truth in it), but the consolation is not placed in this, that some of these mansions are below, some above stairs, some better seated, better lighted, better vaulted, better fretted, better furnished than others; but only in this, that they are mansions, which word, in the original, and Latin, and our language, signifies a remaining, and denotes the perpetuity, the everlastingness of that state. A state but of one day, because no night shall overtake or determine it, but such a day as is not of a thousand years, which is the longest measure in the Scriptures, but of a thousand millions of millions of generations: Qui nec præceditur hesterno, nec excluditur crastino (Augustine), a day that hath no pridie, nor postridie, yesterday doth

"A preacher in earnest, weeping sometimes for his auditory, sometimes with them; always preaching to himself like an angel from a cloud, but in none; carrying some, as St Paul was, to heaven in holy raptures, and enticing others by a sacred art and courtship to amend their lives; here picturing a vice so as to make it ugly to those that practised it, and a virtue so as to make it beloved even by those that loved it not; and all this with a most particular grace, and an inexpressible addition of comeliness."-Isaak Walton.

not usher it in, nor to-morrow shall not drive it out. Methuselah, with all his hundreds of years, was but a mushroom of a night's growth to this day; and all the four monarchies, with all their thousands of years, and all the powerful kings, and all the beautiful queens of this world, were but as a bed of flowers, some gathered at six, some at seven, some at eight, all in one morning, in respect of this day. In all the two thousand years of nature, before the law given by Moses, and the two thousand years of law, before the Gospel given by Christ, and the two thousand of grace, which are running now (of which last hour we have heard three-quarters strike, more than fifteen hundred of this last two thousand spent), in all this six thousand, and in all those which God may be pleased to add, in domo patris, in this house of His Father's, there was never heard quarter clock to strike, never seen minute glass to turn. No time less than itself would serve to express this time, which is intended in this word mansions; which is also exalted with another beam, that they are Multa-"In my Father's house there are many mansions."

In this circumstance, an essential, a substantial circumstance, we would consider the joy of our society and conversation in heaven, since society and conversation is one great element and ingredient into the joy which we have in We shall have an association with this world.

Christ himself; for where He is, it is His promise that we also shall be. We shall have an association with the angels, and such a one as we shall be such as they. We shall have an association with the saints, and not only so, to be such as they, but to be they: and with all "who come from the east, and from the west, and from the north, and from the south, and sit down with Abraham, and Isaac, and Jacob, in the kingdom of heaven" (Matt. viii. 11). Where we shall be so far from being enemies to one another, as that we shall not be strangers to one another and so far from envying one another, as that all that every one hath shall be every other's possession: where all souls shall be so entirely knit together as if all were but one soul, and God so entirely knit to every soul as if there were as many Gods as souls.

Be comforted, then, says Christ to them, for this, which is a house, and not a ship, not subject to storms by the way, nor wrecks in the end; my Father's house, not a stranger's, in whom I had no interest, a house of mansions, a dwelling, not a sojourning, and of many mansions, not an abridgment, a model of a house, not a monastery of many cells, but an extension of many houses, into the city of the living God, this house shall be yours, though I depart from you. Christ is nearer us when we behold Him with the eyes of faith in heaven than when we seek Him in a piece of bread, or in a sacramental box here. Drive Him not away from thee by wrangling and disputing how He is present with thee; unnecessary doubts of His presence may induce fearful assurances of His absence: the best determination of the real presence is to be sure that thou be really present with Him, by an ascending faith: make sure thine own real presence, and doubt not of His: thou art not the further from Him by His being gone thither before thee.

with Christ; I forbid thee not David's sigh, Hei mihi-"Woe is me that I must dwell so long with them that love not peace!" I only enjoin thee thy Saviour's Veruntamen-"Yet not mine, but Thy will, O Father, be done;" that all thy wishes may have relation to His purposes, and all thy prayers may be inanimated with that— Lord, manifest Thy will unto me, and conform my will unto Thine. So shalt thou not be affrighted, as though God aimed at thee, when He shoots about the mark, and thou seest a thousand fall at thy right hand, and ten thousand at thy left; nor discouraged as though God had left out thee, when thou seest Him take others into garrison, and leave thee in the field, assume others to triumph, and leave thee in the battle still. For as Christ Jesus would have come down from heaven to have died for thee, though there had been no soul to have been saved but thine; so is He gone up to heaven to prepare a place for thee, though all the souls in this world were to be saved as well as thine. Trouble not thyself with dignity, and priority, and precedency in heaven, for consolation and devotion consist not in that, and thou wilt be the less troubled with dignity, and priority, and precedency in this world, for rest and quietness consist not in that.*

SEEING GOD.

No man ever saw God and lived; and yet, I shall not live till I see God; and when I have seen Him I shall never die. What have I ever seen in this world, that hath been truly the same thing that it seemed to me? I have seen marble buildings, and a chip, a crust, a plaster, a face of marble hath pilled off, and I see brick bowels within. I have seen beauty, and a strong breath from another tells me that that complexion is from without, not from a sound constitution No, nor though Peter be gone thither before within. I have seen the state of princes, and all thee neither, which was the other point, in that is but ceremony; and I would be loath to put which the apostles needed consolation; they a master of ceremonies to define ceremony, and were troubled that Christ would go, and none tell me what it is, and to include so various a of them, and troubled that Peter might go, and thing as ceremony, in so constant a thing as a none but he. What men soever God takes into definition. I see a great officer, and I see a man heaven before thee, though thy father that of mine own profession, of great revenues, and I should give thee thy education, though thy see not the interest of the money that was paid pastor that should give thee thy instruction, for it; I see not the pensions nor the annuities though these men may be such in the State, and that are charged upon that office or that church. such in the Church, as thou mayest think the As he that fears God fears nothing else, so he Church and State cannot subsist without them, that sees God sees everything else. When we discourage not thyself, neither admit a jealousy shall see God, sicuti est, as He is (1 John iii. 2), or suspicion of the providence and good purpose we shall see all things secuti sunt, as they are; of God; for, as God hath His pannier full of for that is their essence, as they conduce to His manna and of quails, and can pour out to-mor- glory. We shall be no more deluded with outrow, though He have poured them out plenti-ward appearances; for when this sight, which fully upon His friends before; so God hath His quiver full of arrows, and can shoot as powerfully as heretofore upon His enemies. I forbid thee not St Paul's wish, cupio dissolvi, to desire to be dissolved, therefore, that thou mayest be

we intend here, comes, there will be no delusory thing to be seen. All that we have made as though we saw, in this world, will be vanished,

* Works, vol. iii., pp. 325-328.

and I shall see nothing but God, and what is in Him, and Him I shall see, in carne-"in the flesh," which is another degree of exaltation in mine exinanition.

I shall see Him, in carne sua-"in His flesh," and this was one branch in St Augustine's great wish, that he might have seen Rome in her state, that he might have heard St Paul preach, that he might have seen Christ in the flesh. St Augustine hath seen Christ in the flesh one thousand two hundred years, in Christ's glorified flesh; but it is with the eyes of his understanding, and in his soul. Our flesh, even in the resurrection, cannot be a spectacle, a perspective glass to our soul. We shall see the humanity of Christ with our bodily eyes, then glorified; but that flesh, though glorified, cannot make us see God better nor clearer than the soul alone hath done, all the time from our death to our resurrection. But, as an indulgent father, or as a tender mother, when they go to see the king in any solemnity, or any other thing of observation and curiosity, delights to carry their child, which is flesh of their flesh, and bone of their bone, with them, and though the child cannot comprehend it as well as they, they are as glad that the child sees it as that they see it themselves; such a gladness shall my soul have that this flesh (which she will no longer call her prison nor her tempter, but her friend, her companion, her wife), that this flesh, that is I, in the reunion and redintegration of both parts, shall see God; for then one principal clause in her rejoicing and acclamation shall be, that this flesh is her flesh; In carne mea"In my flesh I shall see God."

It was the flesh of every wanton object here, that would allure it in the petulancy of mine eye. It was the flesh of every satirical libeller, and defamer, and calumniator of other men, that would call upon it, and tickle mine ear with aspersions and slanders of persons in authority. And in the grave, it is the flesh of the worm; the possession it transferred to him. But in heaven it is caro mea- -"my flesh," my soul's flesh, my Saviour's flesh. As my meat is assimilated to my flesh, and made one flesh with it-as my soul is assimilated to my God, and made partaker of the divine nature (2 Peter i. 4), and idem spiritus, the same spirit with it (1 Cor. vi. 17), so there my flesh shall be assimilated to the flesh of my Saviour, and made the same flesh with Him too. Verbum caro factum ut caro resurgeret (Athanasius); therefore the Word was made flesh, therefore God was made man, that that union might exalt the flesh of man to the right hand of God. That is spoken of the flesh of Christ; and then to facilitate the passage for us, Reformat ad immortalitatem suam participes sui (Cyril); those who are worthy receivers of His flesh here, are the same flesh with Him; and God shall quicken your mortal bodies by His Spirit that dwelleth in you (Rom. viii. 11). But this is not in consummation, in full accomplish

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ment, till this resurrection, when it shall be caro mea, my flesh, so as that nothing can draw it from the allegiance of my God; and caro mea"my flesh," so as that nothing can divest me of it. Here a bullet will ask a man, where's your arm? and a wolf will ask a woman, where's your breast? A sentence in the Star Chamber will ask him, where's your ear! and a month's close prison will ask him, where's your flesh? A fever will ask him, where's your red? and a morphew will ask him, where's your white? But when after all this, when "After my skin worms shall destroy my body, I shall see God," I shall see Him in my flesh, which shall be mine as inseparably (in the effect, though not in the manner), as the hypostatical union of God and man in Christ, makes our nature and the Godhead one person in Him. My flesh shall no more be none of mine, than Christ shall not be man, as well as God.

SIN.*

Sin is so far from being nothing, as that there is nothing else but sin in us; sin hath not only a place, but a palace, a throne, not only a being, but a dominion, even in our best actions: and if every action of ours must needs be denominated from the degrees of good or of bad that are in it, howsoever there may be some tincture of some moral goodness, in some actions, every action will prove a sin, that is, vitiated and depraved with more ill, than rectified with good conditions. And then every sin will prove læsio Dei, a violence, a wound inflicted upon God himself, and therefore it is not nothing.

God spake not only of the beasts of the forest, but of those beasts, that is, those brutish affections, that are in us, when He said, Subjicite et dominamini-" Subdue and govern the world ;" and in sinning we lose this dominion over ourselves, and forfeit our dominion over the creature too. Qui peccat, quatenus peccat, seipso deterior; Every sin leaves us worse than it found us, and we rise poorer, ignobler, weaker, for every night's sin than we lay down. Plerumque non implemus bonum propositum, ne offendamus eos quibuscum vivimus (Augustine); If any good purpose arise in us, we dare not pursue it, for fear of displeasing those with whom we live, and to whom we have a relation, and a dependence upon them. We sin, and sin, and sin, lest our abstinence from sin should work as an increpation, as a rebuke upon them that do sin; for this they will call an ambition in us that being their inferiors, we go about to be their betters, if we will needs be better, that is, less vicious than they. First then, personally in himself, prophetically in us, David laments our state, quia peccata, because we are under sin, sin which is a depravation of man in himself, and a deprivation of God from

* Works, vol. iv., p. 362.

man.

And then our next cause of lamentation is the propriety in sin, that they are nostra, our own, Iniquitates meæ, says David-My sins, mine iniquities are gone over my head.

We are not all Davids, amabiles, lovely and beloved in that measure that David was, men according to God's heart; but we are all Adams, terrestres, and lutosi, earth, and dirty earth, red, and bloody earth, and therefore in ourselves, as derived from him, let us find, and lament all these numbers, and all these weights of sin. Here we are all born to a patrimony, to an inheritance; an inheritance, a patrimony of sin; and we are all good husbands, and thrive too fast upon that stock, upon the increase of sin, even to the treasuring up of sin, and the wrath of God for sin. How naked soever we came out of our mother's womb, otherwise, thus we came all apparelled, apparelled and invested in sin; and we multiply this wardrobe with new habits, habits of customary sins, every day. Every man hath an answer to that question of the apostle, "What hast thou, that thou hast not received from God?" Every man must say, "I have pride in my heart, wantonness in mine eyes, oppression in my hands; and that I never received from God." Our sins are our own; and we have a covetousness of more; a way to make other men's sins ours too, by drawing them to a fellowship in our sins. I must be beholden to the loyalty and honesty of my wife, whether my children be mine own or no; for he whose eye waiteth for the evening, the adulterer, may rob me of that propriety. I must be beholden to the protection of the law, whether my goods shall be mine or no; a potent adversary, a corrupt judge, may rob me of that propriety. I must be beholden to my physician, whether my health and strength shall be mine or no; a garment negligently left off, a disorderly meal may rob me of that propriety. But without asking any man leave, my sins will be my own. the presumptuous men say-"Our lips are our own, and our tongues are our own" (Psalm xii. 4), the Lord threatens to cut off those lips, and those tongues. But except we do come to say our sins are our own, God will never cut up that root in us, God will never blot out the memory in Himself of those sins. Nothing can make them none of ours, but the avowing of them, the confessing of them to be ours. Only in this way, I am a holy liar, and in this the God of truth will reward my lie; for, if I say my sins are mine own, they are none of mine, but by that confessing and appropriating of those sins to myself, they are made the sins of Him who hath suffered enough for all, my blessed Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. Therefore, that servant of God, St Augustine, confesses those sins, which he never did, to be his sins, and to have been forgiven him; Peccata mihi dimissa fateor, et quæ mea sponte feci, et quæ te duce non feci; Those sins which I have done, and those

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which, but for Thy grace, I should have done, are all my sins. Alas, I may die here, and die under an everlasting condemnation of fornication with that woman that lives and dies a virgin, and be damned for a murderer of that man that outlives me, and for a robbery, and oppression, where no man is damnified nor any penny lost. The sin that I have done, the sin that I would have done, is my sin. We must not, therefore, transfer our sins upon any other. We must not think to discharge ourselves upon a peccata patris; to come to say, "My father thrived well in this course, why should not I proceed in it? My father was of this religion, why should not I continue in it?" How often is it said in the Scriptures of evil kings, He did evil in the sight of the Lord, and walked in via patris, in the way of his father? father in the singular; it is never said plurally, in via patrum-in the way of his fathers. God's blessings in this world are expressed so, in the plural, Thou gavest this land patribus, to their fathers, says Solomon (1 Kings viii. 48), in the dedication of the temple; and Thou broughtest patres, our fathers, out of Egypt; and again, Be with us, Lord, as Thou wast with our fathers; so in Ezekiel (Ezek. xxxvii. 25), Where your fathers dwelt, you, their children, shall dwell too, and your children, and their children's children for ever. His blessings upon His saints, 'His holy ones in this world, are expressed so, plurally; and so is the transmigration of His saints out of this world also; Thou shalt sleep cum patribus, with thy fathers, says God to Moses (Deut. xxxi. 13); and David slept cum patribus, with his fathers (1 Kings ii. 10); and Jacob had that care of himself, as of that in which consisted, or in which was testified the blessing of God. I will lie cum patribus, with my fathers, and be buried in their burying-place, says Jacob to his son Joseph (Gen. xlviii. 30). Good ways and good ends are in the plural, and have many examples, else they are not good; but sins are in the singular; he walked in the way of his father is in an ill way, but carry our manners, or carry our religion high enough, and we shall find a good rule in our fathers. "Stand in the way," says God in Jeremiah, "and ask for the old way, which is the good way" (Jer. vi. 16). We must put off veterem hominem, but not antiquum; we may put off that religion which we think old, because it is a little elder than ourselves, and not rely upon that it was the religion of my father. But antiquissimum dierum, Him, whose name is He that is, and was, and is for ever, and so involves and enwraps in Himself all the fathers, Him we must put on. Be that our issue with our adversaries at Rome, by the fathers, the fathers in the plural, when those fathers unanimely deliver anything dogmatically for matter of faith, we are content to be tried by the fathers, the fathers in that plural. But by that one father, who begets his children not upon the true mother, the Church, but upon the

court, and so produces articles of faith according
as state businesses and civil occasions invite him
-by that father we must refuse to be tried; for
to limit it in particular to my father, we must
say with Nehemiah, Ego et domus patris mei
(Neh. i. 6). If I make my father's house my
church, my father my bishop, I and my father's
house have sinned, says he; and with Mordecai-
to Esther (Esther iv. 14), Thou and thy father's
house shall be destroyed.

They are not peccata patris, I cannot excuse my sins upon the example of my father; nor are they peccata temporis, I cannot discharge my sins upon the times, and upon the present ill disposition that reigns in men now, and do ill because everybody else does so. To say, there is a rot, and therefore the sheep must perish; corruptions in religion are crept in, and work in every corner, and therefore God's sheep, simple souls, must be content to admit the infection of this rot. That there is a murrain, and therefore cattle must die; superstition practised in many places, and therefore the strong servants of God must come to sacrifice their obedience to it, or their blood for it. There is no such rot, no such murrain, no such corruption of times, as can lay a necessity, or can afford an excuse to them who are corrupted with the times. As it is not pax temporis, such a state peace, as takes away honour, that secures a nation, nor such a church peace as takes away zeal, that secures a conscience, so neither is it peccatum temporis, an observation what other men incline to, but what truth, what integrity thou declinest from, that appertains to thy consideration.

It is not peccatum ætatis, not the sin of thy father, not the sin of the times, not the sin of thine own years. That thou shouldest say in thy old age, in excuse of thy covetousness, "All these things have I observed from my youth;" I have lived temperately, continently all my life, and therefore may be allowed one sin for mine ease in mine age. Or that thou shouldest say in thy youth, "I will retire myself in mine age, and live contentedly with a little then; but now, how vain were it to go about to keep out a tide, or to quench the heats and impetuous violence of youth?" But Fuge juvenilia desideria-"Fly also youthful lusts" (2 Tim. ii. 22); and lest God hear not thee at last, when thou comest with that petition, "Remember not the sins of my youth" (Psalm xxv. 7); "Remember thou thy Creator now in the days of thy youth" (Eccles. xii. 1); for if thou think it enough to say, "I have but lived as other men have lived, wantonly," thou wilt find some examples to die by too; and die as other old men, old in years and old in sin, have died too, negligently or fearfully, without any sense at all, or all their sense turned into fearful apprehensions and desperation.

They are not peccata ætatis, such sins as men of that age must needs commit, nor peccata artis, such sins as men of thy calling or thy profession

cannot avoid; that thou shouldest say, "I shall not be believed to understand my profession as well as other men, if I live not by it as well as other men do." Is there no being a carpenter but that after he hath warmed him by the chips, and baked and roasted by it, he must needs make an idol of his wood, and worship it? (Isa. xliv. 13.) Is there no being a silversmith, but he must needs make shrines for Diana of the Ephesians, as Demetrius did? (Acts xix. 24.) No being a lawyer without serving the passion of the client? No being a divine without sewing pillows under great men's elbows? It is not the sin of thy calling that oppresses thee; as a man may commit a massacre in a single murder, and kill many in one man, if he kill one upon whom many depended, so is that man a general libeller that defames a lawful calling by his abusing thereof; that lives so scandalously in the ministry as to defame the ministry itself; or so imperiously in the magistracy as to defame the magistracy itself, as though it were but an engine, an instrument of oppression; or so unjustly in any calling, as his abuse dishonours the calling itself. God hath instituted callings for the conservation of order in general, not for the justification of disorders in any particular. For he that justifies his faults by his calling hath not yet received that calling from above, whereby he must be justified and sanctified in the way, and glorified in the end. There is no lawful calling in which a man may not be an honest man.

It is not peccatum magistratus, thou canst not excuse thyself upon the unjust command of thy superior; that is the blind and implicit obedience practised in the Church of Rome; nor peccatum pastoris, the ill example of thy pastor, whose life counter-preaches his doctrine, for that shall aggravate his, but not excuse thy sin; nor peccata cali, the influence of stars, concluding a fatality, amongst the Gentiles, or such a working of a necessary and inevitable and unconditioned decree of God, as may shut up the ways of a religious walking in this life, or a happy meeting in the life to come. It is none of these; not the sin of thy father, not the sin of the present times, not the sin of thy years and age, nor of thy calling, nor of the magistrates, nor of thy pastor, nor of destiny, nor of decrees, but it is peccatum tuum, thy sin, thy own sin. And not only thy sin, so as Adam's sin is communicated to thee by propagation of original sin, for so thou mightest have some colour to discharge thyself upon him, as he did upon Eve, and Eve upon the serpent, though in truth it make no difference, in this spiritual debt of that sin, who is first in the bond. Adam may stand first, but yet thou art no surety, but a principal, and for thyself, and he and thou are equally subject to the penalty. For though St Augustine confess that there are many things concerning original sin of which he is utterly ignorant, yet of this he would have no man ignorant, that to the guiltiness of

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